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SATURDAY, APRIL 28, 2001

okay so mail order for the shows that i want to go to is on the 30th of april, thats this monday. so tommorrow i will be getting all that set up so i can mail it out and have it post marked the 30th. that is my misson. yah. and today we were going to be going to the mountains, but for some reason i dont think that will be happening now... oh well, it doesnt matter, i am going to go outside and play frisbee in my own back yard... go outside and play damnit.

Posted @ 12:06 AM

TUESDAY, APRIL 24, 2001

thank you erica! she sent me a card, actually she sent me 2 cards. thank you dear. i gotta go to work... have a great day everyone.

Posted @ 08:30 AM

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happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday dear meeee
happy birthday to me.

Posted by addie @ 04/28/2001 02:11 PM CST
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happy birthday sweet addiemae
Posted by jaccimae @ 05/08/2001 08:52 AM CST

MONDAY, APRIL 23, 2001

every one knows what tommorrow is right? well as a birthday present i would love it if you signed my guestbook and said hello! so yeah thats what you all need to do, give me a birthday present... sign my guestbook.

well today was my first day at my new job. it was swell. i already know my trainer so i wasnt the least bit nervous. but what sucks is that i dont get a lunch break. i only get a 15 minute break... so as soon as i can i am going to work for at least 6 and a half hours a day, just only 4 days a week... that way i will be working for only an hour more each week and i will be getting 45 mintues break each day instead of only 15. as soon as i am allowed to do that i will. so uh huh... this is rather old but check out ember.org

Posted @ 08:26 PM

SATURDAY, APRIL 21, 2001

stick death ha!

well i have finally begun it... i will also me making my little sisters webpages. mary and julie will now have websites, of course it will take me a while to get things all complete over there, but i will be doing it... and they will be blogging everyday (if they want to...) so look out...

Posted @ 12:09 AM

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hi addie - great page (of course)i need you to help me with my page!
~~~>(before i grow old)<~~~ love , marystar
Posted by mary @ 04/22/2001 11:02 AM CST
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i was wondering if you could make the writing on my page different than julies or vice versa i guess youn dont have to but i would like it -that is if you ever go online!
Posted by mary @ 04/22/2001 11:18 AM CST
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sure honey... i will make them different. just give me a little time.
Posted by addie @ 04/22/2001 11:31 AM CST

FRIDAY, APRIL 20, 2001

this little stick dude kicks some ass. or you can check out some eye candy gah...

okay so here is my art history review page its not complete yet, but it has about 25 images, all i need to do is a little bit more and i should have everything she mentioned on there. i used to do all that she mentioned, not just the review, but someone told me that she only puts the ones she reviews on the tests, and right now i dont have a lot of free time. shoot me i am taking a little break. take the age quiz i got 14 out of 20, so i am in my 20's. well duh! they arent intelligence questions. they are tv questions... ads and shows that we on before i was born. duh.

thank you thank you thank you i even bought the damn cd for the damn book so i didnt have to search for the images when i make my study cards, but that doesnt have all the images so i needed more help.

Posted @ 11:15 AM

THURSDAY, APRIL 19, 2001

eric and i get along wonderfully. and look even the chinese think so. or at least their astrology does. the monkey (me) and the dragon (eric) are a perfect ten.

recipies yum. i will be 21 on tuesday... reminder, hint, hint, dont forget!

janis is awesome thats her in the rock n roll hall of fame. yup. good. she is a goddess. she is my favorite. i did make a website for her, but its really shitty, and if i ever get a chance again i might make a page for her and a page for the dead. i have them but eh.... crappy.

i found something yummy. i didnt know that webpage existed. but i guess i do now... and you want to know what, some one pornolized my site. i find that to be very funny.

i think i want to go to some more festivals this summer. perhaps camp creek and maybe the summit and dont forget the berkfest. i am not too sure yet... i still have time to decide. and you know i have always wanted to go to this festival in croton (which is very near to me) the clearwater great hudson river revival i will definately be going to that on june 16th and 17th. it should be great. oh and i want to go camping again at kittintnteneneny.... and then go "whitewater" the delaware. (there is no white water, it was really calm last year...)

Posted @ 10:29 AM

WEDNESDAY, APRIL 18, 2001

okay i have seen ads on tv that use iggy pops song lust for life. i have always giggled to myself, they always cut out the part thats says beatin my brain with liquor and drugs... well the onion has something to add to that as well..

does anyone have any suggestions about how to quit smoking cigarettes? i want to help my boyfriend quit. heh. i am sure once anyone finds out about this they will start saying shit. oh man look at what your girlfriend is doing to you... man your whipped. what the fuck ever. i dont want him to quit for me, i want him to quit for him. who in thier right mind really wants to smoke? who really enjoys it? yes i am a psycho anti-tobacco girl. i hate the smell, i hate the smoke, it smells. duh. i hate the taste. i hate the look. i hate fucking cigarettes. oh not to mention the dumbass tobacco ads. like one i saw recently, some one in white watering in a kyack. yeah all you smokers, i am sure that will be a piece of cake for you.

well last night at our own quiet little shoprite there were about six cop cars surrounding a dirty little blue car. the cops had thier guns pointing at three men laying on the ground. i could see one guys legs twitching. it was quite an event. i should go check the paper to see if there is anything about that... but i seem to be having difficulties. i cant even find the police blotter. damnit.

and just incase you dont know already. check out how to dance properly.
i think i might want to join the dirty sole society.
i redid the me section just added some updated info and changed the colors and whatnot... so yeah check that out, i know you are just dieing(? how the hell do you spell diing? dying? fuck man.) to.

Posted @ 09:14 AM

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redesign looks good, girl. i finally put up an "about me" page on my site. i am so loving my entry into design. i don't have super skills, but i needed the outlet. work can get quite hectic & this reminds me to spend time on myself ;-)
Posted by miss ellen @ 04/18/2001 05:46 PM CST
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thanks! i love design as well, and thats exactly what it is, me time. i cant wait to see you get your site at smellen.com. i am excited for you... i know that sounds silly, but i am.
Posted by addie @ 04/19/2001 09:32 AM CST
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hopefully it'll be going up in the next few weeks. my soon-to-be roomie is going to help me get set up with a host account & kinda give me a few ftp pointers......so, hold tight ;-)
Posted by miss ellen @ 04/19/2001 10:22 AM CST

TUESDAY, APRIL 17, 2001

well last night i played manhunt with all of the neighborhood kids. it was loads of fun... shhh... dont tell but i played the night before too. i cant help it. i love to play. its just something that i dont ever want to grow out of either. and i want to remind the internet community that my birthday is in one week. and guess what? i will be 2freaking1. finally. i think i can say that it has been the longest year of my life. and i know that after two days goes by i am not gonna care about it anymore. i dont like clubs, and couldnt care less about bars. i dont mind drinking now and again. bars and clubs are a waste of money though. i would rather have a few close friends over and drink a beer or two or five. and maybe play cards or just bullshit, it really doesnt matter to me. i dont know what to do for my birthday, if i should have a party or something... anything. and the only thing i really want it a bag with a celtic design on it, i gave the catalouge to my mother who told my grandmother that she lost it. damn you mom. and you are slacking with your updates damnit. i knew it wouldnt last long...

Posted @ 09:08 AM

MONDAY, APRIL 16, 2001

freaky juliebug too. eh? freaky.

well i finally got the damn cheat code that i wanted for tony hawks pro skater 2. XXXSTUDLUSTXTCXTC then you end the run and bam! you have everything. neato huh? well i (and eric too i guess...) pretty much solved the game without that. but i wanted to open up the cheats in the options menu. and that finally did it. yippie. at 11am i have an interview to work at etc. i will be answering phones and i know that i people will be pissy. so thats something to look forward too (insert sarcasm here) but i think that it will be fulfilling to work again. when school starts again in the fall i will cut back on the hours of course. there is no way in hell that i will be taking any summer classes... so i will have summer fun to look forward to. um. yeah i should go do some laundry. which reminds me, if i get this job i will need to get some more clothes. i only have one pair of dress pants... damnit. i hate shopping.

i heard this on the radio, but i got the link from laura, what can i say i am lazy? joey ramone dead at 49

begin silly video game stuff here: link for the following Here is a list of names that, if entered in the create a character section, can access pre-existing created characters. Once these names are entered it will open up characters created by the developers of the game. You first have to enter a code before these names will work. At the main menu (wheel) Hold L1 and press: Up, Square, Square, Triangle, Right, Up, Circle, Triangle. The wheel will spin if entered correctly. You can now play as one of the neversoft crew. Listing of Names: Aaron Cammarata, Chris Rausch, Connor Jewett, Darren Thorne, Gary Jesdanun, Jason Uyeda, Joel Jewett, Johnny Ow, Junki Saita, Mick West, Noel Hines, Nolan Nelson, Ralph D'Amato, Ryan McMahon, Scott Pease, Edwin Fong, Jeremy Andersen, Silvio, Aaron Skillman, Hudson, Kage, Nggdynln, Robert Earl, The Pouncer, Chewbacca, CountryGimp. [i havent done this yet, but it looks nifty.] i also read something about a tony hawk 3 for playstation 2. hurry the hell up. and this page will tell you how to make freddy cruger and gilligan. swell.

Y U C K i hate pork.

Posted @ 08:56 AM


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hey...my brother will be working at ETC soon too...woo hoo...perhaps i can come visit you guys this summer...
Posted by erica @ 04/16/2001 04:02 PM CST
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thats awesome. hell erica you can come and visit me any time. seriously. you are ALWAYS welcome in my house.
Posted by addie @ 04/17/2001 08:50 AM CST

FRIDAY, APRIL 13, 2001

um. insert a huge sigh here. thats how i feel. tired. i stayed out late last night playing a game of cards with a bunch of boys. digital dreamz is done. well almost. i mean i think i got all of the information up there. you know what i am saying? i got all the info from the flyer up there. still i think i need to add more. it is lacking to me, you know? i dont know. i ordered my tickets to the vibes i am so psyched. $60 for a three day camping party? hell yeah. and i am taking my little sisters, they will have fun i know it. we can bring toys, frisbees, bubble makers, ooooh i am so excited. and its going to be almost 65 today. yippie.

Posted @ 09:57 AM

THURSDAY, APRIL 12, 2001

i cant stand not knowing things. i cant stand not knowing the truth. if this is true then its a damn shame. if its not then oh well... link compliments of laura. you can read other censored media stories and thats just what they might be. but then again they might have some validity. who knows for sure. and when i think of things like this i just start to hate the media even more. damn zombies living in this fucking country.

well since my younger sisters have today and tommorow and all of next week off, today is clean the whole fucking house and your room day. thats right. at the moment i am taking a break for myself and checking email and writing here. but soon i will be off to make sure they are doing what they are supposed to be doing. and if you are bored i suggest you read syrup.org's jerry made me do it. or anything else she writes. its highly recommended. until next time girls and boys... party like its 1999.

Posted @ 02:12 PM

TUESDAY, APRIL 10, 2001

you dont know how awesome that concert for babatunde olatunji was. there were tons of people there supporting him. he is getting old and needs some kind of help, i think it was a benefit concert to help him with whatever he needs. but while we were there we saw inanna, an all woman group of drummers and singers. eric bought me their new cd, and said it was my birthday present. well ha. but then he said that i get one each week. hmmm.... that sounds good to me. we also saw a great male group dahui. they were pretty fucking awesome too. lets see.... jaqui macmillan played for us, she was great, but the damn announcer guy cut her off... her and this other woman, who was also great but i dont remember her name. sorry! oh i found it amikaeyla gaston. both of these ladies rocked the stage for a bit. okay now this guy made me laugh. tony vacca was a good artist. but his movements his guestures everything made me laugh. he looked like some new age guy that oh i dont even know how to describe it... he just made ma laugh. of course the great mickey hart was there playing his brains out. and the star of the show baba himself. i also really loved the voices of africa, i cant seem to find anything much about them on the net so you will just have to take my word. they are women and they play drums. and they sing too! i thought they were fucking great too. the music was great i loved it, but the planning of the set changes and what not was really shitty. we should have just gotten an intermission ya know, instead some dumbass was telling jokes. but i did feel bad for him, but oh man you would have called him a dumbass too. over all i had a great time.

wasnt it just beautiful out yesterday? well maybe it wasnt for you. but it was for me. i dont remember the last time it was so warm and sunny out. and then oh and then there was a thunderstorm last night. i just love the springtime. but then again that means that its time for spring cleaning and i should get on that. yes i should. so until next time, party like um no... how about these good words to live by, dont do anything that i wouldnt do. ;) (that just called for a winking smiley face, i couldnt help it.)

Posted @ 09:02 AM

THURSDAY, APRIL 05, 2001

okay so yeah i am itching to redesign something. so i think i might redo the look to the me and the art sections. i am not too sure yet. and maybe even that silly little frame on the bottom. i might change that a bit, but who knows. i think i might like viscom. but thats not until next semester. i cant wait for summer. i want to go on tour and not come back until the fall. but that takes money. so ha. we will see about that one.

"Pin up on your bed, your mirror, your wall, a sign, lady, until you know it in every part of your being: We were destined to delight, excite, and satisy the male of the species. Real women know this." -- from the Sensuous Woman by J

exsuse me while i die from laughing so hard. i cant believe that women used to actually think this way. and i am sure that there are a lot of them that still do. why oh why would you do that to yourself? i dont think i am a feminist. although i have been accused of it. but seriously ladies that kind of thinking is just plain stupid. i feel that we should be equal. split the chores. split the cooking. split everything. i dont think one person should do more than the other in anything. but this is just one of my blabbing rants. so all of you guys and girls out there make sure that you split the shit. or just take turns. thats a good idea too. you pay this time. i pay next time. you cook tonight, i will cook tommorrow night. heh. only in a dream world i guess...

Posted @ 10:07 AM

WEDNESDAY, APRIL 04, 2001

i cant wait. i might be going to six flags soon. yeah yeah it will be fun, even though i am scared to death of roller coasters. but that doesnt mean anything i am insane. ha. ookay let me explain. last year i was asked to be a chaperone on a high school band trip to six flags. what a free trip to six flags with a bunch of band geeks. sure no problem. how could i say no. so okay basically it went like this. my friend and i said we will meet you guys back at the bus when its time to leave. ok? see ya. and off we went. sure throughout the day we ran into a geek here and there, probably more but i just didnt recognize them. and so the whole point to this story is that i went on that damn roller coaster that has no place for your feet... batman and robin? what ever the name is, it doesnt matter. well i went on that thing about 6 times in a row. i didnt get off. there were no people waiting to get on so i stayed on. but i only did it for colleen. yeah you heard me. i hate roller coasters. but i survived.

okay for some reason this website amuses me. it really is weird how long i stayed there. i just wanted to see a few, and then it was more and more and just one more. oh what about this one. ah fuck it i just want to see them all. who linked to this site? i forget, well when i find out i will post it here so everyone knows that i am not just some random link stealer, i am just forgetful. isnt it a beautiful day?

Posted @ 09:23 AM

TUESDAY, APRIL 03, 2001

even though austin is a sell out, i dont think he will have the title for long. wreastlemania was pretty fucking sweet though. i wish my grandpa got to see it, he really likes that stuff too. when i was a little girl i used to watch it with him, and i remember the undertaker being tall and mysterious. he used to wear that hat that covered his eyes and that trench coat. i liked him then, but i like him even more now that he is the america bad ass.

and today i am getting a cdrom of all of the images in my art history book. glory be! i dont have to search the internet for the damn pictures anymore. you cant see it but i am dancing in my seat now. not only because of that but because i am listening to rusted root. now i have heard of them before but never really listened. at my friend shannons house we were playing cards one night and she put in some rusted root and all i wanted to do was get up and dance. fuck the cards. fuck the night train. dance mutherfucker dance. and its finally sort of not cold out. i mean i wore sandals today. i work my birk sandals. i have birkenstock closed shoes, but nothing beats sandals. oh but the best is bare feet..... oh summer hurry up.

okay i am a linkslut. or i just want to share some info that i got from a friend. you choose. killer tampons link via laura. it was just too funny to not share.

Posted @ 02:12 PM

MONDAY, APRIL 02, 2001

new layout at girl sets fire groovey. i am so tired, a long week end of drinking on friday and saturday nights. no i didnt drive drunk. dont anyone worry. and last night i didnt get to bed until after midnight and i am sick of my cluttered room. i will be cleaning it out today. eh. you just wait and see. or you cant because i wont be showing you, so you will just have to take my word for it.

oh and ooooooooooooh. gathering of the vibes info finally. now i am tired and really really happy. but i wonder why its not in connecticut this year... i am a little bit sad that its not going to be by the beach. but i guess its comming to my home state so i should be a little bit happy. i think red hook isnt too far away. i should do a mapquest search and then i will know for sure. for some more info check this out. and guess what else. Baba Olatunji will be playing at the vibes as well as at the paramount this comming saturday. neato.