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THURSDAY, MAY 31, 2001

last night my little sister mary was inducted into the national junior honor society. everyone go say congratulations to her.

die ticketmaster die!
i want to kill them. i was on that stupid website for twenty minutes looking for a 1-800 number. nope. i couldnt find a single one. that stupid monopoly of shit. all kinds of rediculous convience charges. and what you dont mark up the ticket price itself? uh huh sure. i fucking hate those bastards. i should have really just mailed the order in. in fact if i ever have the option to mail it in i will... every other time i did. i dont know why i didnt this time... stupid stupid me. so i do find a number to call. its still long distance, but the closest one to me. it ends up being some guys cell phone for fucks sake. and he knew i was looking for tickets, he thinks he is going to be changing his number, i would too if i got calls for ticketmaster all the time. so i try the next closest number, and then when they answer the advertise. seriously about their website, and telling me that the backstreet shit is sold out! who gives a fuck?! i am paying for that damn call mutherfucker, i dont care about the backshit boys. fuck. so i end up just buying the damn things online. stupid stupid stupid me. instant gratification i guess... oh and do you want to know who i am gonna go see? sure you do... phil lesh and friends with ratdog and the disco biscuits sounds like fun huh? i think so...

and i definately want to go check out rusted root with ratdog and karl densons's tiny universe. they should be playing in new york in august i think...

101 things to do today
i have about a million and ten things that i want to do today. 1. i want to get myself an actual backpack. not those tiny ones for books, i want a big one with metal bars in it and shit (but i have no clue which brand is good, let me know if you know please). no more stuggling with sleeping bags and shit... just one thing. on my back. thats all... and 2. i need to go to the dentist today at 11am for cleaning and maybe a little repair, i am not sure. i actually dont know what its called. 3. i need to take noah to the vet at 3pm to check on the staples that should be in his balls, but he has ripped them out three times. the last time the vet looked at it and said that he couldnt do anything, but still wants to check on him. okay fine. 4. i want to get an outfit to wear to george and denise's wedding (june 9) something wearable, probably a pant outfit thing. i dont know maybe a dress 5. clean up my damn room 6. get my hair cut tonight at 5:45pm. and i didnt want to wake up this morning... so tired... we played cards until 12:30 last night with james, kathy and scott. fun fun fun! rum and coke, malibou bay breezes and heineken.

okay so now its really 12:22pm and i just got back from the dentist. i want to write in my journal, thats why i am online again. as soon as i am done i want to get off, and go do something... fun, outside, whatever. eat lunch maybe. but i did stumble across a very groovey site the other day seducingprufrock.com check her out. she likes books. and oh yeah, smellen.com is up, not there, redirected, but you can change your links.

Posted @ 10:06 AM

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down 211 and into the mall...to dicks sporting goods we go....the jeep will haul us all to the mall through the traffic we know of today!!!! HEY!
Posted by sweetemo @ 06/01/2001 02:40 PM CST

WEDNESDAY, MAY 30, 2001

okay miss ellen i couldnt resist. i am a link stealer, and i am the first to admit it. i didnt know that jenna bush is a groovey chick. or no... wait i mean she is bad, yeah thats it shes bad... ha! shes got 2 years to go... ha ha! i turned 21 in april, finally... and i think i found another granola eating tree hugging hippie that blogs. yep check out melanie's site hey taxi

further more! isnt it strange how you wont listen to a cd for two years and then love it all over again. so yeah i have been listening to further more a lot lately. which makes me kinda sad because i have never been to a further festival. so that is on my lifes to do list. not to mention, i need to get tickets to a lot of shows this summer... i dont like to show up empty handed praying for an extra ticket only to find that people have them, but will only sell them at 300% times what they paid for them, if i had extras, i might charge ten bucks more, you know to pay for lunch or something. i dont think thats unreasonable, hell if i was rich enough i would give away the tickets, but i am not gonna put myself completely out to help a stranger like that, right? come on people we all feel like that dont we? enough rambling, addie, shut the hell up...

how fucking awesome is willy wonka i completely loved that movie when i was a kid, hell i love that movie now. (i guess that shows you that i am still a kid) but last night the ice cream lady came by and i bought a nerds rope. how awesome is that? nerds on a rope? all crunchy and soft in the center... yummy! but the ice cream lady selling candy you ask? of course that makes sense, for all of those little kids with only two quaters in their hands, they can still get something, and i get nerds on a rope! i gotta find these things in a store.

Posted @ 09:06 AM

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hey, no worries! it's all about the love, addie ;) jenna is quite the lil' party girl. how awful to be in such a situation: just wanna get yo'self a drink @ dinner, but daddy is the president?! i can't even begin to fathom what that might feel like!
anyhow, smellen.com is working, but only has a redirect. i should be permanently moving some stuff this weekend. woohoo!
Posted by miss ellen @ 05/31/2001 10:01 AM CST
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oh that is great! i cant wait. hehe. i know that sounds silly... but i just love it when people get their own domains. maybe because i am so happy with mine, i started out at chickpages... actually i think it was angelfire first, ick. *shudder*...
Posted by addie @ 05/31/2001 10:17 AM CST

SUNDAY, MAY 27, 2001

okay mary, i told you i would put this on here for you... screen capturers and today i hope i get to finish alexis's website, digital dreamz. and i think because its rainy and its just one of those days i will be staying in watching a movie.

i didnt even realize that today was sunday because of the fact that tommorrow is memorial day, and i dont have to work. so i thought today was sunday and that the liqour store was open, i wanted to drink malibou bay breezes (i feel like a girl) (i have been drinkin them for a few days now...) but its not open and i have to drink beer, good enough i guess... i really need to finish my appication to new paltz, if i dont get that finished in time i will be taking one more semester at occc, then i will definately get my new paltz appilcation done for the spring. ( i should really stop typing, i am a little drunk and i dont want to sound a lot stupid.)

note to self: check out rusted root. you know you want to see them.

Posted @ 02:08 PM

FRIDAY, MAY 25, 2001

scanned in pictures and added them to my online photo album, check 'em out:



reasons fridays rule: 1. friday starts with the letter f, just like other fun words... (wink wink) 2. its dress down day at work, so i can wear an old tee shirt and jeans that i put patches down the sides. and just be me. 3. its payday, we all love payday. and 4. fridays rule just because its fucking friday man!

just horrible. mary, i was browsing and i found something i know you would like. this is scarey to me and i almost dont want to link to it... but i know my little sister will love it. so mary that one is for you.

and april you are not alone, check out her entry for yesterday, i did that too... i was curious, then i realized that it was dumb and i got mad and um tryed to enter fake emails. hehe, like dick@smack.com you know... so yeah i am sorry too.

and did anyone else see wreastling this week? how awesome. monday night kicked ass, stone cold and triple h lost the tag team titles to benoit and jericho, and on thursday a tlc match (benoit and jericho retained their titles using tables ladders and chairs) on public tv? usually you need to buy that on payperview. i dont watch women's soaps, i watch men's.

Posted @ 08:44 AM

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addie you know when you told me to follow the directions- one slite problem- what directions!!!
Posted by mary @ 05/25/2001 10:17 AM CST
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i have no freaking clue dear, you can move around the clothes and what not, then make a little doll, you might have to take a screen shot to save the picture, but you will have to download a certain program for that, i will show you later when i have more time... unless you want to try to figure it out on your own, go to tucows.com to download a screen capturer... if not, i will help you when i can.
Posted by addie @ 05/25/2001 06:14 PM CST

THURSDAY, MAY 24, 2001

i hate my face only because of the damn zits. it just pisses me off. but i went to the dermatologist (spelling?) for the second time in my twentyone years of livivng today. and she sprayed me with some cyrogenics stuff (i really cant spell, any one want to buy me a dictionary?) it was cold. hehe. *abrupt subject change, warning!* but i just want the world to know that i miss eating chik patties i havent had one in a long time... they are so yummy... and yippie i have a game for playstation 2 (check out this site for news and info) that i love... tekken tag tourney, ooh. check out some cheats for tekken. yum. we also have nba live 2000 which is okay i guess, i havent even played it yet, but its graphics are awesome. you can check out some screenshots for smackdown for ps2, neato. tony hawke pro skater 3 yeah motherfucker! i am just a little bit excited about that, its comming out in the fall...

Posted @ 02:17 PM

WEDNESDAY, MAY 23, 2001

not too bad
okay its not too bad right now.... its been somewhat fixed. but soon i do want to redo the entire thing. right now i am i just so busy. and what the hell is up with sour apple skittles i really liked the lime ones.

Posted @ 02:36 PM

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NOOOOOOOOO ONE likes the apple skittles. And no one likes the apple starbursts either. i'm actually shocked by the violent nature that people take toward expressing how much they hate the flavor. My friend Davy THREW them across the room when he ate one.
Posted by Chris @ 06/03/2001 12:28 AM CST

TUESDAY, MAY 22, 2001

turn your eyes away. i hate the way this looks. i shouldnt start something that i cant finish. thursday.

Posted @ 09:27 AM

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It looked so beautiful before. I loved the text and the color. Just go back to what you had.
Posted by Amy @ 05/22/2001 08:12 PM CST
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i like the new pictures at the top! don't fret - it's all about the practice, right? just helps you figure things out......peace!
Posted by miss ellen @ 05/23/2001 12:04 AM CST

MONDAY, MAY 21, 2001

yummm
i went to my friends (actually my boyfriends friends, but they are my friends now too) bridal shower yesterday. and i got a little bit tipsy... not drunk, but louder than normal. that was fun. the cake was awesome, the pasta primavera was wonderful as well. i just want to share this with you, compliments of syrup.org. off to work soon... time to eat some breakfast.

Posted @ 08:59 AM

FRIDAY, MAY 18, 2001

yucky
right now my website is in a state of caos. i dont like the new picture at the top, not to mention that my archive pages clash with my main page. eh. i am sure you all dont mind a little bit of yuckyness. but just rest assured that i will be getting to an all new look. less cluttered. i dont like clutter all that much. and thats the feeling that i get when i look at this site. and with my new job (TODAY IS PAYDAY) i have been busy. i still need to get the more important things done. such as my application to new paltz, i cannot stay at occc forever (especially since i have already graduated)(last may) anyway i do really want to update the layout, and the moment i have more than 10 minutes spare time i will.

Posted @ 09:34 AM

TUESDAY, MAY 15, 2001

a sigh of relief
i am glad to be out of work finally. today wasnt all that bad. but still it is calming to be out of that place. i think that it would be easier for me to work there if i had my own desk. and my own computer and my own everthing. that way i could put up pictures and whatnot to make my work day a little bit more pretty. actually i could bring pictures to put up and take down everyday, but how annoying would that be? anyway i found an interesting something for you aroundthefire.com

Posted @ 03:45 PM

FRIDAY, MAY 11, 2001

well i dont like it...
so as soon as i can i will be chaning it... or maybe i do like it. i dont know right now. but what i do know is that it is friday! hell yeah. i am going out. see ya.

Posted @ 04:16 PM

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hello there tell you boyfriend to call me id like to see whats going on
Posted by DILLON @ 05/11/2001 05:05 PM CST

WEDNESDAY, MAY 09, 2001

changes on the way...
um, tommorrow i dont have to work, because i have started my normal work schedule. i put in for days off already. i cannot help if i have a life. if they dont give me those days i will be calling in sick. thank you. colleen rules and in other news i think i want to redo my site again, i do get bored quickly, and i like to make changes, even if they are minor little things like color and fonts. so yeah i might have some free time tommorrow. until then hugs and kisses, and dont do anything that i wouldnt do.

Posted @ 04:11 PM

MONDAY, MAY 07, 2001

yes a hippie chick went to a rave
and i bet you want to know why? well why not? and not to mention that it was free to get in. yep free for 2 reasons. my loverly boyfriend. and i also made the damn webpage for the rave. so i got in for free and helped my friend jonelle get in for free as well. so yeah i had a good time. i passed out on the floor for three hours, and didnt get home until 7am. it was a night to remember. in other news, eric wants a website, so i will be helping him with that. i am tired and i am going to go to bed early tonight. i feel like an old lady.

Posted @ 03:59 PM

FRIDAY, MAY 04, 2001

thank god its friday!!
well its offical, i got my first paycheck. i am now an office drone. heh. but let me tell you i would much rather do this than sweat over a hot grill and scoop sticky ice cream and smell dirty costomers. i think i am happier sitting at a cubical (i am not even cool enough to have my own, but thats okay because i only work there part time.) making more money. however i know that i will not be doing this forever and thats what makes it even better, that i can move up in this company, (someday) and eventually have a career doing something that makes me happy, thats what school is for, so yippie its friday.

i hate stores. i hate fitting rooms. i hate not finding my size. i hate other costomers. i hate lines to check out. so to solve my problems. oldnavy.com. oh and i got engrish.com from april. and tonight i am off to see the mummy returns. oh and gimme a hell yeah. wanna know why? tour dates for the allman brothers i am going to the show at the civic center on june 19. tickets go on sale tommorrow. and do you want to know what makes this the best of all? deep banana black out are going to be opening for them. and let me tell you how much i just fucking love dbb. okay well i cant but i love them a fuckload. oh hell yeah. i am freakin the freak out. hahahah!

funny

Posted @ 05:08 PM

THURSDAY, MAY 03, 2001

okay so i am in a huge rush, just glanced at a few of the sites i frequent. i forget who i got this from, but i had to share it with you. engrish.com i apologize for not linking you, bit i need to study... tommorrow i get my first real life paycheck. (i used to get paid in cash because my old boss was too cheap to waste his money on writing or having any checks made. but dont think i was being paid off the books, nope, every cent the government could take they did. once i even needed to write them a $0.02 check. duh. i dont care if i spelled it correctly or not. bite me.

Posted @ 04:18 PM

TUESDAY, MAY 01, 2001

you have probablly been wondering where the hell i have been... or not. it doesnt matter. right now my stupid job still thinks i am in training but i am on my own... so there is no one training me. but they insist that i keep the stupid full time training hours. well screw them... i had to leave early today, its funking up with my school schedule. but while i was on the phone today i had a lovely 25 minute phone call with one woman from california... she was originally from where i am... she was telling me that she misses it and wishes she was back in new york... in other news. --> check out this groovey site you rock rita! and incase you were wondering my jazz name is Miss Tabeet. i know you were all dying to know that... buy the way i got the link from laura.