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October 30, 2003
One of those days
I am not sad. I am not happy. I am just in the mood to get under the covers and sleep. I don't want to cook dinner. I don't want to do the laundry. I don't want to study for the three exams I have next week. I don't want to clean up the kitchen. I don't want to type this.I want to sleep; I want to do nothing; I wish I was five again...
* Update: one of my profs at school thinks Eminem is today's Dylan. He has been buring cds for his friends and told us to imagine a bunch of "old farts jamming out to Eminem" in thier cars... October 28, 2003
Grin...
Right now the background music on the weather channel is phish. That always just makes me smile...Sunday night...
October 24, 2003
The weekend is here, well not really
Today has been a long day. Work crept by, minutes seemed like hours. I know it is slow because my lunches are now scheduled. I had "lunch" at 10:30am today. I checked Monday's schedule - lunch at 9:30am! What in the hell? Okay, I do understand that I get to work at 6:30am, but seriously, lunch at nine-thirty?Eric's new truck is a piece of shit. Less than a week after he got it the tranny went. They were good enough to fix the problem. He has had the truck for less than a week again and he can feel that there is another tranny problem. The truck is just slugging along. He is in a crappy mood thus making me unhappy.
I just need to relax...
October 23, 2003
Baseball?
I spoke with an old friend earlier today. She called me out of the blue; it was great to hear from her. We go to talking and discovered that we both are obsessed with baseball! Let me tell you this is the first year that I have really gotten into watching any sort of sport on television. It's really odd that we both "found" the sport at around the same time. Hopefully she comes over this weekend to watch the world series!Freak out time
I just realized that I have $38.90 in my checking account. This Friday is not payday. I refuse to use credit cards. I refuse to touch my savings account. Hopefully that $38 will cover gas...Halloween update.
While sitting through classes this morning I was half paying attention and half thinking about halloween. Way to spend a day of education, huh? Regardless, I considered being a Marolyn Monre type figure but blah! An idea just popped into my head. I think I want to be a cowgirl! I have a hat! I have "boots" (docmartens will have to do) so all I need is a vest, and maybe some sort of belt / gun holder dealie...Boo!
So what are you going to be for Halloween? Eric, my beloved fiancée, is going to be a pimp from the 70s. Platforms, bellbottoms, afro & gawdy gold chains. Now what in the hell should I dress up as? I do not have the body to be a "ho" nor do I really want to be. It really goes against who I am as a person. But then again, I know it would be funny as hell if I was his "ho"... We will be attending a party which may or may not be an outside gig. I also have to think about the cold nights, and don't "hos" wear skimpy clothing. I could be a diva "ho": long gown and "fur" coat... Listen to me ramble about "hos". Are there any "hos" that could give me an idea about what to wear? If not, I will have to just raid the costume closet and be the same thing I was last year...October 22, 2003
Classic Addie Moment
October 21, 2003
Fresh.
Today I have done so much and it is only 4:20 as I type this. I still have much more to do... DMV done is less than twenty minutes! Dropped the orientation to teaching class in less than fifteen minutes! Found an afro wig for Eric for only $10. Returned unwanted birthday gift. Bought essentails at Target. Cleaned out closet upstairs. Found a Nine West bag for $29! (Please note: I try not to purchase brand names but this bag is the bag I have been looking for to use as a "book bag"!)I will start dinner soon. Yippie the Yankees play tonight. I hope I can stay up long enough to watch the entire game. I have a tendancy to fall asleep during the seventh inning. Things seem just a bit simpler lately... still working at it though.
October 16, 2003
Sigh...
It has been a rough week...October 10, 2003
Here goes...
Although I hate entries like these here goes: Look for a new look! I cannot promise it soon, but I plan on reworking all of my skins. Perhaps I will bring back old ones, perhaps not. Let's just say that I am tired of what I have and really want to revert to simple schemes...You know this need for simplicity could be because my life is not... I just want the basics you know. At times I just want to throw out all of my belongings... I try to do that and end up halting to a stop. Perhaps the items that I keep should occupy more than two rooms. Hell I have a mini fridge and a coffee maker - those are kitchen items in my living room! Ugh... Time to finish my glass of wine and decide what to do for dinner...
October 09, 2003
Ugh...
I am so tired...No more killing...
There are so many suicide bombings in the Middle East that it is begining to seem like an everyday part of life. I do not know how I would feel if I were to live in that area. Would I become a hermit and not leave the house, or would I be throwing rocks in the streets protesting the latest issue? Another 8 were killed in a sucide bombing in Baghdad.October 08, 2003
A solution... hopefully.
I know what foods are the right foods. I know I should eat small portions. I know all of this. I eat sensibly all day at work - I bring my lunch. I packed that lunch. I make healthy dinners. In spite of my "healthy" knowledge I still want to pig out between 3:00 pm and 5:00pm. I think I have discovered a way to prevent myself from eating last night's left overs and anything else I can get my fingers on... Normally I eat my salad (prepared every Sunday) at work. My lunch time is 11:30am! Instead of eating my salad I will eat only fruit and a luna bar while at work. When I get home at around three o'clock I will eat my salad - that should fill me up and prevent picking. I tried that today and now I am stuffed. I don't want to eat anything nor do I have the urge to search for goodies. Let's hope I stick with this plan and curb my sillyness between 3-5pm.October 07, 2003
It's only October...
I don't feel like going to class today. So far in my years in college (since '98) I have only missed one class. One class! I am queen of all fucking dorks. (I think in high school I only went to one class...) Well, at $461 a credit I don't want to waste the money.October 04, 2003
What in the hell?
A night of drunken fun... These were some of the best pictures... Where the hell was the birthday boy?